Friday, January 20, 2012

marking the end of our internship...

Finally ending my internship in another 2 days time.
and CHINESE NEW YEAR COMES!

i am having a dilemma right now because i am happy that
i ain't getting any work stress anymore but i am leaving my
dearies!!~

i will miss my dear shinyee~
i will miss my dear brother , dennis~
i will miss my mummy jennifer~
i will miss my bro, tauwee~
i will miss my dear susan~
i will miss my fellow colleagues~
i will miss my fellow managers and supervisors~
i will miss the stresss (Just joking)
i will miss selling packages to korea!
i will miss our boss~

after going through 5 months of hardship (maybe just 3),
i have gained a lot of new knowledge and new experience
in working in a travel agency..

i have also understand more about office politics (since i've
worked here for 5 months)

lalalalala.

anyway! Happy Chinese New Year people~

Thursday, January 19, 2012

心碎的滋味 (edited from 我真的受傷了)

我在挣扎着 眼泪在流着
我的伤痕又刻深了

玫瑰都写了 心已经死了
空虚的心是否我尽存的
我在挣扎着 泪已流干了
你是否曾想起我呢

prechorus
冰淇凌溶了 心灰意冷了
但我从没忘记过你的体温
落叶飘下了他已不在了
我想他了 他想谁呢

chorus
现时我演着 心里在痛着
梦镜里是否又会甜蜜呢
伪装太多了 我要崩溃了
心碎的滋味我懂了

prechorus, chorus

心碎的滋味我懂了

self pinyin** : Without words 말도없이 / park shin hye & jang geun suk~

하지말걸 그랬어 모른척 해버릴걸
ha ji mal geol geu rae sseo mo reun cheog hae beo ril geol
안보이는 것처럼 볼수없는 것처럼
an bo i neun geot cheo reom bol su ob neun geot cheo reom
널 아 예 보지말 걸 그랬나봐
neol a ye bo ji ma geol geu rae na bwa
도망칠 걸 그랬어 못들은척 그럴걸
do mang chil geol geu rae sseo mot deul eun cheog geu reol geol
듣지 도못하는 척들 을 수 없는 것처럼 아 예 네
deud ji do mo ta neun cheog deul eul su ob neun geot cheo reom a ye ne
사랑 듣지 않을 걸
sa rang deut ji a neul geol

말도없이 사랑을 알게 하고
mal do ob si sa rang eul a ge ha go
말도없이 사랑을 내게주고
mal do ob si sa rang eul nae ge ju go
숨결하나조차 널 담게 해놓고 이렇게 도망가니까
sum gyeol ha na jo cha neol dam ge hae noh go i reoh ge do mang ka ni ka
말도없이 사랑이 나를떠나
mal do ob si sa rang i na reul ddeo na
말도없이 사랑이 나를 버려
mal do ob si sa rang i ra reul beo ryeo
무슨 말을 할지 다문 입이 혼자서 놀란것 같아
mu seun mal eul hal ji da mun i bi hon ja seo nol ran geot ga ta
말도없이 와서
mal do ob si wa seo

왜 이렇게 아픈지 왜 자꾸만 아픈지
wae i reoh ge a peun ji wae ja kku man a peun ji
널 볼수 없다는거
neol bol su ob da neun geo
네가 없다는거 말고
ne ga ob da neun geo mal go
모두 예전과 똑같은건데
mo du ye jeon gwa ddog ga teun geon de

말도없이 사랑을 알게 하고
mal do ob si sa rang eul a ge ha go
말도없이 사랑을 내게주고
mal do ob si sa rang eul nae ge ju go
숨결하나조차 널 담게 해놓고 이렇게 도망가니까
sum gyeol ha na jo cha neol dam ge hae noh go i reoh ge do mang ka ni ka
말도없이 사랑이 나를떠나
mal do ob si sa rang i na reul ddeo na
말도없이 사랑이 나를 버려
mal do ob si sa rang i ra reul beo ryeo
무슨 말을 할지 다문 입이 혼자서 놀란것 같아
mu seun mal eul hal ji da mun i bi hon ja seo nol ran geot ga ta
말도없이 눈물이 흘러내려 말도없이 가슴이 무너져가
mal do ob si nun mul-i heul reo nae ryeo mal do ob si ga seum i mu neo jyeo ga

말도 없는 사랑을 기다리고 말도 없는 사랑을 아파하고
mal do ob si neun sa rang eul gi da ri go mal do neun sarang eul a pa ha go
넋이 나가버려 바보가 되버려 하늘만 보고우니까
neog si na ga beo ryeo ba bo ga duei beo ryeo ha neul man bo go u ni kka
말도없이 이별이 나를찾아 말도 없이 이별이 내게와서
mal do ob si i byeo li na reul cha ja mal do ob si i byeo li nae ge wa seo
준비도 못하고 너를 보내야하는 내맘이 놀란것 같아
jun bi do mot ha go neo reul bo nae ya ha neun nae mam i nol ran geot ga ta
말도 없이 와서
mal do ob si wa seo~

말도없이 왔다가
mal do ob si wat da ga
말도없이 떠나는
mal do ob si ddeo na neun
지나간 열병처럼
ji nan gan yeol byeong cheo reom
잠시 아프면 되나봐
jam si a peu myeon duei na bwa
자꾸 흉터만 남게되니까
ja kku hyong teo man nam ge duei ni kka

Newborn bitten to death by dogs By our bureau | www.telegraphindia.com – Tue, Jan 17, 2012

How heartless can humans be?

please read
http://sg.news.yahoo.com/newborn-bitten-death-dogs-221820762.html

Passerbys called private tv channel instead of calling the authorities?
This is so ridiculous.

IT IS JUST A NEWBORN BABY AND YOU ARE LOOKING
AT THE BENEFICIAL SIDE TO YOU INSTEAD OF
CARING FOR A NEWBORN BABY.

irresponsible.
inhuman.
heartless.

where is YOUR heart?
they simply do not have morale integrity.

IF THE NEWBORN BABY WAS YOUR BABY,
what will you do?

god, how sad must you be?

birthday celebration at Dynasty Travel


very sweet of our company to
celebrate their staff's birthday
every month! ^^

Wednesday, January 18, 2012

want a pet?



omg cute dearies <3
love them don't ya?

but don't get them on impulse!
THINK TWICE.

don't get a chinchilla because its dragon year also.
please make it YOUR PET and not just a TOY.
have some responsibilities! ^^

yes i am, 20.

Dear Readers,

Finally. I am 20.
okay maybe i am not.
because i have not blown the candle
and sang the birthday songs.
tries to tell myself im still 18. thanks

**MOMABJSKFNSJKDNSD* mireen turns back to 18! :D

anyway. i don't feel that im 20 though,
just more mature than what I was when I was 18.
experiencing different things does make you grow up.
i guess?

now I realized that I can't stand myself wearing those punk
skirts la, kiddy shirts and stuff.
hah?

And I bought myself a cake only yesterday with a
Tiny puny candle! But I didn’t had time to light it up
And blow it yet. ~~~

But im not going to sing the bloody birthday song,
Just gonna wish for some things~

Would like to thank my dear friends who bought me the
presents! Will take photos and upload it soon! (I hope!)

THANK YOU TO~ (if they DO read my blogs, lol)
SHINYEE & JESPER ~
JESTYN~
LIKANG~
YUAN WEI~
DENNIS~
JASMINE & GRACE~
MATT~

^^ thanks for making my birthday this year so enjoyable!
Okay, I am pretty materialistic for birthdays because I like presents!
But seriously, who doesn’t?
But I would love to have just a long composition card, weird? Maybe..
Because sometimes your minds and thoughts have to be put into
words for me to understand. (I am sensitive)

anyway! Chinese new year is coming! ^^V
ANGBAOS, I AM WAITING FOR YOU RIGHT HERE <3

Thursday, January 12, 2012

seriously? grow up people

sometimes don't understand some ppl who cant
make the difference of a joking comment.

=.=

an example, when i ask u to go and die, naturally
for those with common sense, you would understand
that it is just joking right?
I mean I can't possibly ask you die and
you will really go die right? lol.

naturally when someoone take mc, i will just
jokingly say fake mc right? can't the person
just treat it as a joke? need to be so serious?
say im bad and whatever. alright. im bad then.

i don't care anyway. shall always keep my comments
to myself then. (:

有时候不了解为什么有些人那么自私自利。需要帮忙的时候,
我帮他,但是当其他人需要团队帮忙的时候,他却想要撇开责任。
只是帮一件事,就会说你下次也要帮我啊。
从我的观察来看:他不是为他人找想,
而是想到自己以后会需要别人的帮忙而帮忙的。

整天只会怀疑,埋怨,猜忌,不累吗?

每次都说没有人帮,没有人有空,只为了得到别人的同情。(或许不是吧)
可能只是我不够了解他,但是他的行为又为什么是这样的呢?

现在是什么时代了,几岁了
还要便扭谁和谁比较亲近。

人啊~

Wednesday, January 11, 2012



I swear TOP is freaking hilarious and cute. LOL

EPL 2 olympus

http://list.gmarket.com.sg/item/OLYMPUS-24HRS-SPECIAL-DIGITAL-CAMERA-OLYMPUS/404955614?sellerview=on

hmm.. thinking if i should buy this. ._________.

and great, i was late for work like 1h15mins? LOL

Coped from someone :D

Would like to share with you guys some photos from Europe~!

Sanssouci palace @ potsdam~
southern tip of africa~
kind of proud when i saw Singapore on it :D
Ostrich @ South Africa! :D

Taj Mahal @ India!

Cool right~~
If you wish to travel to Europe,
will recommend Dynasty Travel~
they have great Tour Leaders! ^^V

btw, the someone is Derrick Foo :X

Tuesday, January 10, 2012

SM's new boyband EXO



Wondering about SM's marketing techniques..

I like their way of exposing one member by a member
but what I'm wondering about is that why
Kai is their bias? Or rather he appears more frequently
as compared to the others? Hmm...

Guess its a way to attract fans? :D

currently i think that sehun is quite handsome and,
talented i would say ^^

My new year's dream

Forgot to mention,
guess what dream I had during new year's day itself?
I dreamt that I got into a Korea artiste company and I saw
MISS A.

personally im not a fan of miss a, but I just dreamt of them.
Why not Shinee instead?!

Friday, January 6, 2012

update soon

wanted to update my blog. but after this morning of
shits and what, no more mood. -.-
Guess everyone who went through the same thing
as me this morning plus afternoon
will think that they are having their bad luck.
is this the forecast of black friday's birthday? ._________.
please tell me I am thinking too much please.

1. My colleague told me that there's this customer
which I have serviced for payment has a little problem.
supposingly she wanted installment payment but i proceeded
with full payment. BUT. she signed without any questions
about it. and even if have, she should check right? whether
the duration of the installment is correct or not right?!

- solved, forget it.

2. I have another customer, supposingly to pay
their insurance fee to our company but guess what?
she paid to the insurance company. -.-
- solvinginprogress.

3. BIGGEST PROBLEM.
helped colleague with a transfer case. didn't check
thoroughly enough that they actually require NZ visa which
need 3 months of processing. how good is this.
AND they are departing on 19 jan, which left me 8 working
days before their departure.

HA HA HA.

feel like DYING.
but there are moments which i felt the stress was good.
i must have gone mad. yeah i think so.
even went to find GM for her help.
only getting answer on monday.

i need someone to hug. NOW.
no one to talk to =/
feel like crying but I WONT.